I sat in the corner thinking
How did I get here?
What was I looking at?
When did this become my path?
The last thing I remember;
I was in young and happy
I was at the top of my game
I had solid relationships
I had hopes and dreams
I set out looking for that goal;
Striving to achieve something big
Planning to make a boat load of cash
Focused to make it quickly
Looking for lasting satisfaction
But it hasn’t panned out:
It is as if everything I have touched
Has died, failed, disintegrated
I hoped for a happy united family
Didn’t work out that well
I wanted to be influential
Known by many, loved by more
Sought for insight and understanding
The queen of the pod
I asked God what had happened
Why hadn’t it worked
You promised me the desires of my heart
Just look where I am now
What do you want for me????
Where did I go wrong???
Which turn did I miss???
When did you leave me alone???
I never left you
I never looked away
Neither did I destroy you
I wanted you to BECOME
What do you mean become?
To BECOME means:
To remember my WORD to you
To stand on the GRACE I give you
To BELIEVE me without doubt
To WALK in my ways no matter what
To know the depths of ME and remain
To spend time with me because you want to
To connect to the realities in me
To live out your part on this earth
To BECOME is to be more like me.